LADIDA 6

Last night was like the longest night ever! Aha!
All of the LEFOREPLAY members were down at my place dying tees!
It was fun! I’m soooo thankful to them for the dedication they’re putting in.
At the end of it everyone was like deadbeat!
No one could think anymore.
My house was like a coolie’s slum!

I could even shoot a detergent ad in my house! It was full of bright colour Tees!

Nonetheless it left me feeling good inside.
Today seems soooo much better!
I’m smiling widely!

yazid’s legs! ahaha! 

Thanks guys! ♥

Fitrionary The First Edition
published by prof. Farhan

fitrionnaire – noun

A set of intriguing questions set to allow the tester find out more about you. The first fitrionnaire was carried out on a test subject on the msn messenger. It turned out to be very successful.

fitrillionaire – noun

A state of being in a an abundant amount of Fitri.

fitrillion – noun

Quantity X of Fitri.

fitrilicious – adj

A person who is very philosophical, mature yet playful and awesome! Definition not complete.

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more words to come!
haha!

Everybody lies.
It is only human nature.
People would say and do anything, anything at all, at any cost to get what they want.
It is this selfish nature that is often mistaken for honesty.

It is often hard to distinguish between the two.
Humans are emotional creatures.
Hope, Love, Hate.
Strong emotions that are difficult to control.
And what you can’t control, others can control for you.

Trust lowers down the walls of wariness.
The Trojan horse.
You self-destruct from within.
Nothing can be more devastating.

Trust no one.
Everybody lies.

Appearance is everything.
It is the foundation of your reputation.
Nothing can be more valuable.

How you dress,
How you speak,
How you walk,
Everything that can be visually appreciated is on the scale.
Nothing would spared.

Dress well and you shall be addressed well.
Speak well and you shall be spoken to well.
Walk well and you shall be followed well.

Remember this law well.
Guard it with your life.

Dependence is the key to human relationship.
We all need something.
May it be pretty looks for guys, or financial stability for girls.

We all have to face the fact that no one likes ugly people.
When you look at a guy or girl, you wun go, ‘aww she’s interesting’ at first glance.

If you are short on looks, let e dependence factor level you up.
You have to understand the law of appearance.

Everybody wants something.
You just have to find out what.
Research them.
Be patient.
Play into the fact that you are interested.
Stay in the background.
Never commit.

Let people come to you.
Be dependent on you.
Never get emotionally attached.

Stay wanted.
Once you’ve got that part right.
Absent yourself.
Never appear too interested.

Never expect anything in return.
If you do, you’re prolly emotionally attached already.
In this case, you would find it hard to be objective.
Your judgment would be clouded.

Denial is only normal.
You’d feel sad if the person doesn’t pay as much attention to you as you do to them.
In this case, take a step back and reassess your situation.
Let others make the first move.
Know where they stand.
Time is always on your side.

Never rush into action.
Law of Dependence.

I said something stupid again today.
She got angry at me again.
If I could just see you.
Everything would be alright.

I’m sorry.

I’m f-ing exhausted.
Leave me alone.

LEFOREPLAY FAMILY

Location: Studio at Southbridge
Model: Original Members or LEFOREPLAY (From left to right)

Huda, Mairah, Dina, Inch, Ade, Farhan, Aifa, Nadia, Anwar, Ragil, Grace.

This was taken quite sometime back when I first formed LEFOREPLAY. I had another guy(Wan) doing the shooting as I was doing the lighting for the shoot. Try to find me in the picture! Aha.. I have blonde hair!

I realised that my previous post on Dream Girl was very shallow and to want such a girl is only godsend. I wrote a poem in my head today. Might be shallow still but thats how I think.

I want someone who loves me
Someone who appreciates potential
Someone who doesn’t judge me
Someone who takes interest in what i do
Someone who I can connect with
Someone who doesn’t think i’m weird
Someone who thinks that its sweet that i sing to them
Even if I sound like a frog
Someone who would care for me when I’m sick
Someone who would care not if i look horrible on that day
Above all
I want someone who would love me for who i am.

I’ve been meeting sooo many Miss SOOO Wrong For Me that i’ve decided to note down what i want in my dream girl! Here goes!

She must be:

Physical

• At least about 1.6m
• Approx. 38-45kg
• Be good/pleasant looking (Cute looking is a plus)
• Fair or tanned
• Nice toned legs, arms, tummy (Athletics’s Body)
• Well groomed
• Dresses up well and appropriately
• Doesn’t have tattoos
• Unique mixed look
• Not malay minah looking

Character

• Doesn’t smoke
• Doesn’t use profanity that often
• Patient
• Accommodating
• Caring and Thoughtful
• Speaks in proper English most of the time
• Doesn’t speak in a malay minah language if she is a malay
• Independent
• Visionary
• Strong personality
• Strong Will
• Good sense of humour

Skills

• Loves cooking and can cook well (Esp. European food)
• Good sense of design and colour
• Good socially

Loves

• Reading
• Walking with me and having a quiet time alone
• Sweet popcorn
• Outdoor activities
• Jogging
• Doesn’t mind getting dirty sometimes

Well.. thats all i can think of now, when i think of more, i’ll update this post! ahha.

TABLETOP

Model: Nora
Assistant: Azmi
Location: Makeshift office in the middle of a bike park

I wasn’t really sure how i wanted this shot to turn out in actual fact. The initial planned shot was a different idea.(Will post that up in a different post) But it turned out great! I took alot of shots before entering the office so much so that when i actually finished arranging the shot and was about to take it, the battery pack for my light ran out! Luckily i always bring along my smaller flashhead around! Kudos to Nora who was sooooo patient with me and Azmi who braved the millions of mosquito bites! Oh and Nora’s bf who brought chips! hehe!

I dun claim to be a writer or a poet but i occasionally come up with random quotes about girls! I love em!

1. Girls are mistakes just waiting to happen.
rationale: When you see a girl that you actually like, take one step back and analyse. Usually they are just mistakes waiting to happen. Never fall into that trap.

2. Girls remind me of lizards, sticky and unwanted.
rationale: When you actually are with a girl already, all they want is to be with you leaving you no space for yourself. You’ll have to attend to their every squirm or whine. Sticky they will be throughout.

3. Girls are like algae, slimy, slippery and dangerous.
rationale: If you walk on algae, even when you’re at your most careful, you’ll somehow slip and fall hard to the ground. The more you are careful of girls, the more hurt you’ll become when you fall.

More will come.. lol. keep checking this post!

There’s something about today.
I felt intense hurt to the point of tears.
Long since I felt that way.
My whole heart seemed to drown in quicksand.
Never seeming to recover.

Even in the darkest moments.
Do we have friends that care.
Someone to make you realise.
No matter how piercing their words can be.
You know its the salt that will aid.

I had intense realisation.
Hopeless Romantic.
I could still feel the salt.
But it helped.

I felt intense hurt today.
Yet it was all worth it.
*smiles*

You set yourself for hurt.
No one else.
It is not by choice or by thought.
It is by instinct.
Human Instinct.
Hurt is a great motivation.
Swim in the freezing icy water.
Run into the abyss unknown.

Dark as night.
Cold as ice.
Hopeless it is to think.
Running in circles.
Back to the beginning.

Wake up Farhan.
Feel the hurt.
Hurt is a great motivator.
Hurt is a great motivator.

I’m saying things i dun normally say to people.
I’m feeling things i dun usually feel for people.
I’m doing things i don’t usually do for people.
I’m thinking things i dun usually think about people.
I’m going against all principles.

I feel happy whenever i’m around you.
I feel euphoric everytime you call.
I smile in my heart everytime you text me.
I feel loved in my dreams.
I never want this feeling to go away.
I want you for myself.
I love you.