LADIDA 6

OMG! 3more days to Final Critique!
I’m sooo rushing EVERYTHING!

I’ve been going back and forth so much on idea approval with my lecturer that its not even funny.

Well, school aside, I really miss my dear Fitri.
I dun get to see her much nowadays but i’m sure i’ll survive.
Well, aha.. got loads to say abt Fitri, but ahah.. bottomline is that she’s been wonderful!
She’s soo great, just entered yr1 and already she’s in the school’s basketball A Div team!
Jiayou dear!

I’ve just sold off all my light system.
I’m getting too comfortable with my style of photography and i’m relying too much on it.
Its time for a big change!
So ahah..
Watch out for my works to come after this stupid assessments is over and i graduate which will be pretty soon
My last day of school would be like on the 26th of April or so.
So if you wanna ask me out, ahha.. i’ll be good to go after that date!

Oh yeah.. today, the day of infamy.
I, FARHAN ADENAN, held the reflector and was assistant to the MASTER PHOTOGRAPHY, JOYCE TAN!
ahaha!
Azmi was like ahha! FARHAN IS HOLDING THE REFLECTOR! OMG!
Den he took a picture of it as proof!
(i never hold the reflector as i’m always holding the camera)

Aha, oh wells. I’m gonna be terribly busy these coming days!
Wish me luck den!

Me and Azmi and Joyce

As March creeps in to the middle, i can’t help but notice how lazy i’ve become. Excuses after excuses. Procrastination. Simply unacceptable. I’ve come to terms with myself. I’m in a standstill. I’m in a place that won’t do me any good. I need to wake up. Wake up my idea. The semester’s almost coming to an end.

Wake up Farhan!

Anyway, fitri’s going over to KL tonight till Sunday. Gosh i’m gonna miss her loads. She’s been my pillar of strength as of late. The best thing that’s ever happened to me. Undeniably perfect. Hope she gets me sumthing from KL! HUR HUR HUR!

The date Feb 14 will always be in my heart.
Not because it has a nice ring to it, being valentines and all, but because its the day that changed my whole life.
I first met my baby at the SJC camp on the 9th of Jan(ahha.. still remember the date!)
Since then it was kinda an uphill downhill ride.
Feb 14 was the day that changed everything.
Friends to lovers, hugs to kisses.
It made everything else in world seem so small and unimportant if i didn’t have you by my side.
As March 14 draws nearer, i reminisce on the times we first held hands and how fun it was talking on the phone till the early hrs of the morning.

The first month was filled with such joy and happiness with a touch of misunderstanding that could only bring us closer to each other. I truly can say that i can’t wait for the many other months and years to come. I can’t imagine spending a day without you in my life. Not a day passes by that i dun think of how special you are. Your smile, your touch, your smell. I love everything there is to love about you. You really do make me go all light and whoo!

I’ve had a great 1st month.
I love you honey bunny, sugar bun, apple of my eye.
With all my heart i do.

i do.

ps. i’m sorry i screwed up with the msn thingy baby.

I’m turning into the one person i hated most.
I’ve been infected with this plague, never could i forsake.
Nothing seems to be of clear lately.
I’ve been in a state of confusion and uncertainty.
Not of what i share with my inamorata,
but largely of my actions and thoughts.

Selfish i’ve become.
Obsessive and Compulsive.
Torturous mind games that can only lead to disaster.

Love should never be built on fear.
Fear of losing one’s adoration.
Neigh.
Love should be built on trust.
Love should be built on hope.
Love should be built on strength.
Love is kind.
Love is compromising.
Love is pure.

Nothing seems to be of clear lately.
I’ve been in a state of confusion and uncertainty.
Not of what i share with my inamorata,
but largely of my actions and thoughts.