LADIDA 6

Today was very much a day of self reflection.
Everytime i spend a day with odi, i just feel my age.
Which is 21 if you dun already know it.

She would always be reminiscing on yesteryears that have gone by.
Usually i would indulge in reminiscing with her,
but today was different.
I wasn’t much interested in the past anymore.
I was only looking forward to future.
I was just smiling to myself all night long.

She particularly asked me a question that reinforced this feeling.
If i cud rewind back to a time in the past to change something or experience it again,
which would it be?

My answer was none.
I’m glad that the part of my life which was determined by what grades i got for exams are long over.
That is without a doubt the worst part of my life.
Then i thought about lost love and I said.
No matter how much i try my best being less of a control freak or being nicer or whatever not,
it wouldn’t change a thing.
It doesn’t matter what i do or say.
If she doesn’t accept me for who I am, then why bother forcing myself to be upset to change?
Nothings gonna change even if i had a rewind button.

Then we had an emo period at long john’s.
OUH! ahah but Harold and Kumar was super awesome!
First one was funny, but this one, ahha.. wow!

Loved it!
Odi as usual made me seat in the 3rd row from the screen! 3RD FREAKING ROW! OMG LAH!
ahaha! and now she has to watch her language with me so instead of using the F word, she uses, milk.
Which sounds so wrong when she says it to me, coz she’ll go, MILK YOU FARHAN! aahaha sexay!
But ahha freaking funny show!

Oh! and odi has this unusual obsession for guys with facial hair. Can’t seem to understand it!
AHa.. ok her theory goes like this. If a guy is rated like 5/10, if he has a goatie, he’ll be like 10/10.
Like, uh…. ahahha.. and she says 70% of girls think that way. hmmm.. eh or is it 90%? ahaha
oh wells! ahah.. i’d rather be clean shaven then have hair on my chin anyday!
ahaha! ok wait.. is this true? goatie is hotstuff? girls, talk to me man. tell me this isn’t true!

Ahah.. but i love you odi. You know that rite. ahha!

Yes, and i got like 80bucks headphones today from yamaha.
Those they use in recording studios.
Its like super awesome!
I listen to the songs on my ipod in a new light now.
Super awesome!
I said that twice didn’t i?
Ahaha.. the bass.. like uh… orgasm….

Gah! ok.. new amp in my room. gotta clean my room soon.
Jamming time.
Oh and if sumone were to be so nice as to get me the eric clapton gadget from yamaha.
I’d love them to bits!