LADIDA 6

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The smoky air was making me nauseate. I was gasping for air while desperately finding seats in a crowded sea of clutter. Chomp chomp was not a place that made me feel at home. I noticed that every seat was being eyed upon by many like a carcass to vultures. Somehow it made me think of life. I noticed myself sitting down in a corner eyeing on three different tables. I like keeping my options open. Not committing to one.

Every table was like a relationship to me. When the group of people or couple are finishing their meal, you’d see a couple of vultures standing by close to that table. Its like when a couple’s relationship is on the rocks and about to end, you’d see a few vultures just standing by to take the kill. Some seats were more special than others. Arguments or fights could erupt between these vultures over who would be deserving of the table.

I felt somehow alone. That was when ernie came. She was like wingman. A partner. A confidant. We staked out at a table together and finally got a seat after 45 bloody mary minutes!

I learned a valuable lesson from this. Never get personal. Never get too attached. When staking out a table, leave your options open because you’ll be disappointed when that table gets taken by another other than yourself. Someone told me, I’m a better friend than a boyfriend. I guess that’s true. A lot of my friends tell me that i’m a great guy to be with. Described as fun and charismatic. Moral of the story is that, why go to chomp chomp and be in the rat race when you can be at starbucks and enjoy the music of life.

Never get personal.

Misty and cold it was last night. The road lamps lighted like hazy stars in a blurry night. Such are my feelings for the upcoming month. The leadership camp for HCI was awesome! Simply great! Hwa Chong JC is simply top notch! They simply could handle everything on their own. I really had a blast with them. Awesome bunch of teens. I have a feeling that they’ll go very far in life. None complained, none gave up. All persevered and came out on top. Athena fac, you rock!

During this period I realised something. Whats with guys wanting to have a girlfriend. I was really happy without one during the camp. I saw that with a girlfriend, you had to constantly make yourself vulnerable to attacks and hurt. I was so glad that I am single. Adding girls into the equation would almost for certain complicate every single level of attained nirvana. Flings are so much more fun. No strings attached and no commitment. Awesome stuff!

Never do anything for girls, they’re only almost for sure making use of you. Instead do things for yourself. You’ll end up happier. Oh yes, back to the money issue, oh wells, i haven’t came up with a solution yet. Maybe in 10years time.