Panadol
School’s over.
Jobs are coming in.
My health is not doing any better.
Panadol seems nowhere at reach.
My eyes are burning.
My head is pounding.
My concentration lost.
Phlegm is filling up my nose.
My throat dried up like an empty well.
Sleep is a luxury.
I am pilling up my time with people and plans.
Becoming a teacher to a ‘cock up’ girl.
Hopefully she learns something.
My newest assistant took this picture of me.
Quite well done actually.
Learning fast my young padawan.
My Napfa test for NS is later at 7.30am.
Wish me luck.
Just keep running.
Lovely Confusion
They say life works in a funny way.
Expect the unexpected.
Such a commonly used phrase these days.
I know not of what my future holds.
All I know is that,
when she’s near,
my heart beats faster,
my palms water just a little.
my eyes wander to nowhere else.
fixated to her lovely brown eyes.
gazing into them like an endless abyss.
falling in deeper as her smile lightens up her face.
falling in love her her all over again.
every bit of anger and sadness seems to vanish.
She’s everything to me.
My all.
Nothing seems to be too much to do.
You made me fall.
Every single day.
Hating you is impossible.
It is not even a viable course of action.
Now i’m hung over you.
You’re in my thoughts every single day.
In my dreams.
and in my heart.
india lima yankee.
Pussyfied Ass
Get it together you pussy.
Enough of that pathetic crying and whinning.
Pucker up!
Free MAN!
Well, since i’m done with all my assessments and stuff, i’m really kinda VERY free now. So maybe i’ll use this time thats been blessed upon me to do something useful for a change. Writing theories, manifestos and working on my portfolio.
Well, i’ve really got to sit down and plan my time well. Not much time till NS calls upon me. And b4 i get confined in a stupid military regiment, i would want to at least get my foundation for my career done. No more playing around. Time to get serious. Work it farhan!
James Bond Parody
Well,
I redid my iPOD touch ads and made it into a James Bond Parody!
Gonna end sch soon.
Finally…
Oh thanks to everybody who helped me these past few months for my shoot! Really appreciate it!
Love you guys!
Model: Azmi
Assistant: Yazid
Old Photos
As i look through my friendster and facebook account and skim through old photos uploaded by my friends, i smile.
I smile knowing that i have friends whom i had created memories with.
Some good, some bad.
But none that i will forget.
I am tempted to write a whole essay on how much i miss them and i how much i hope things will never change but i know that an essay wun do me any good. I have to put in the effort to make sure they stay special to me.
To all my friends out there, I know i haven’t been there much for you guys. I’m sorry.
If i dun text msg you, you’d noe i have lost your contact.
SO PLEASE EMAIL ME!
Well, i’ll leave u with two photos i think i look good in. ahahha!
April Fools Prank
On 1st April, I forgot that it was april fools day! ahah.. i was soooo engrossed in my work lah! ahaha.. but i did get to prank a few pple after a reminder from heleyna that it was actually 1st april.
Some were tricked! most were not… aha!
Oh some i forgot to finish the prank with coz i was too tired and fell asleep.
Aha! To Cheryl Lio, i wasn’t actually gonna jump. But aww.. so sweet of u to call me at like 1am or so to make sure that i was ok. I’m sorry, i was already fast asleep by then. Was in a blur when i picked up the phone.
I ♥ Fitri
My girlfriend is like the sweetest girl ever!
I so love her even more now. Ahh.. just can’t wait to like be older.
Today i played a prank successfully on her!
AHHA! She really thought that i was going to jump!
Her prank kinda flopped coz i threw her off balance..
aww.. haha.. nice try dear, maybe next yr?
Met up with her for a while b4 her religious class.
She got me coke and old chunkie and a card w/a plastic heart made out of a straw.
OMG! SOOO SWEET LUH!
I was like smiling at her the whole time.
I so love her luh.
I can’t stop smiling.
I love her soo much.
now i’m missing her soo much..
i just wanna hug her now!
ZOMG!
ZOMG!
12hrs left till final critique!
I’m in dire need of coke!
Gah!
hate this feeling!
Love stress.
Need coke!
Will someone please get me coke!
I need coke!
Working impossibly against time.
I just need coke.
zomg!
12hrs left!
Busy Busy Busy!
OMG! 3more days to Final Critique!
I’m sooo rushing EVERYTHING!
I’ve been going back and forth so much on idea approval with my lecturer that its not even funny.
Well, school aside, I really miss my dear Fitri.
I dun get to see her much nowadays but i’m sure i’ll survive.
Well, aha.. got loads to say abt Fitri, but ahah.. bottomline is that she’s been wonderful!
She’s soo great, just entered yr1 and already she’s in the school’s basketball A Div team!
Jiayou dear!
I’ve just sold off all my light system.
I’m getting too comfortable with my style of photography and i’m relying too much on it.
Its time for a big change!
So ahah..
Watch out for my works to come after this stupid assessments is over and i graduate which will be pretty soon
My last day of school would be like on the 26th of April or so.
So if you wanna ask me out, ahha.. i’ll be good to go after that date!
Oh yeah.. today, the day of infamy.
I, FARHAN ADENAN, held the reflector and was assistant to the MASTER PHOTOGRAPHY, JOYCE TAN!
ahaha!
Azmi was like ahha! FARHAN IS HOLDING THE REFLECTOR! OMG!
Den he took a picture of it as proof!
(i never hold the reflector as i’m always holding the camera)
Aha, oh wells. I’m gonna be terribly busy these coming days!
Wish me luck den!
Me and Azmi and Joyce
Wake Up Call
As March creeps in to the middle, i can’t help but notice how lazy i’ve become. Excuses after excuses. Procrastination. Simply unacceptable. I’ve come to terms with myself. I’m in a standstill. I’m in a place that won’t do me any good. I need to wake up. Wake up my idea. The semester’s almost coming to an end.
Wake up Farhan!
Anyway, fitri’s going over to KL tonight till Sunday. Gosh i’m gonna miss her loads. She’s been my pillar of strength as of late. The best thing that’s ever happened to me. Undeniably perfect. Hope she gets me sumthing from KL! HUR HUR HUR!
Feb14
The date Feb 14 will always be in my heart.
Not because it has a nice ring to it, being valentines and all, but because its the day that changed my whole life.
I first met my baby at the SJC camp on the 9th of Jan(ahha.. still remember the date!)
Since then it was kinda an uphill downhill ride.
Feb 14 was the day that changed everything.
Friends to lovers, hugs to kisses.
It made everything else in world seem so small and unimportant if i didn’t have you by my side.
As March 14 draws nearer, i reminisce on the times we first held hands and how fun it was talking on the phone till the early hrs of the morning.
The first month was filled with such joy and happiness with a touch of misunderstanding that could only bring us closer to each other. I truly can say that i can’t wait for the many other months and years to come. I can’t imagine spending a day without you in my life. Not a day passes by that i dun think of how special you are. Your smile, your touch, your smell. I love everything there is to love about you. You really do make me go all light and whoo!
I’ve had a great 1st month.
I love you honey bunny, sugar bun, apple of my eye.
With all my heart i do.
i do.
ps. i’m sorry i screwed up with the msn thingy baby.
everything will be alright.
I’m turning into the one person i hated most.
I’ve been infected with this plague, never could i forsake.
Nothing seems to be of clear lately.
I’ve been in a state of confusion and uncertainty.
Not of what i share with my inamorata,
but largely of my actions and thoughts.
Selfish i’ve become.
Obsessive and Compulsive.
Torturous mind games that can only lead to disaster.
Love should never be built on fear.
Fear of losing one’s adoration.
Neigh.
Love should be built on trust.
Love should be built on hope.
Love should be built on strength.
Love is kind.
Love is compromising.
Love is pure.
Nothing seems to be of clear lately.
I’ve been in a state of confusion and uncertainty.
Not of what i share with my inamorata,
but largely of my actions and thoughts.
IPOD Touch
My major project is a full scale integrated advertising campaign to promote the newly launched iPOD touch.
Well, this concept was rejected but i’ll show you the prints ads(work in progress).
The ad series parodies the photography style of Jewellery ads existing in today’s world.
A second touch was added with the character of a caveman, being awed by everything around him.
The main focus of this ad is to create a chic and elegant feel
yet highlighting the USP which is the touch feature.
Location: Road Clearing in Forested Land in front of my place
Models: Azmi, Richard, Nargis
Assistants: Nadiah, Nora, Joyce, Shmeer
Make up: Nora, Nadiah
Nails: Joyce
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Ants Attack!
Ants attack!
The scene of 8 fully grown humans jumping around was amusing as hell!
Ant trails was moving everywhere!
That was what welcomed my crew when we arrived at the shoot location.
The whole shoot was much longer than expected but it was mad fun!
The process of it was documented by JOYCE TAN!
You can view it at her combined blog with Azmi.
I will post a proper write up on the shoot details and rationale once i’m done with the main photos.
Just wanna thank the whole crew that helped out yesterday!
Azmi, Richard, Joyce, Nargis, Shmeer, Nora and Nadiah!
Hope you guys had fun during the shoot!
Ouh and i lost my gay partner! ahaha!!!
I miss her a whole lot now..
2DOLLAR
Dear found my face on the 2dollar note!
Ahaha! amazing!
We were playing around with it and there i was!
Hahaha.. i never knew i was there!
Colour Theory
Every single day seems so much brighter!
My genious gf came up with this Colour Theory!
ahah!
ok this is how it goes!
Imagine a phone ringing.
So it goes… green~green~ green~green~(ring ring ring ring)
Fitri picks up the phone and goes Yellow…(hello)?
Then i’ll go BLUE(boo)!
Fitri says why did you purple-y(purposely) scare me?
I asked, did you get red(raped) today?!
Fitri said, GOLD(Go) AWAY!
ahah.. yeah its sumthing like dat! So interesting!
Today was another fantastic day.
Aha.. i guess the next few posts in my blog would be of lovey dovey ones because of how i feel now.
I feel light and whoo! ahaha!
I came, I saw, I fell deeply in love..
Botanical gardens was lovely today.
I love her more with each day.
Oh yes.. remember that you gotta renew ur membership every month yeah?
TO KEEP THE MOJO GOING!
hehe!
Valentines
Yesterday was just perfect.
Best day of the year yet!
Fitri and I went to KM8 at Tanjong Beach.
My first ‘overseas’ trip for the year! ahah!
I was so happy that my mom lent me her compact camera! Ecstatic more like it!
When we arrived there, the place was really nice and quiet.
Just the beach, the bar and us.
We started to exchange gifts for valentines. I made her this box that formed her name. And behind it was a a message. Well, it was really nothing compared to what I was going to receive.
First off when i opened the topman plastic bag that the gift was packaged in, I saw the card that she made me sealed with a red ribbon with a heart-shaped wirey-thingy. Haha, she drew hugo on the front page! I know hugo loves me. Well, my heart really melted when I opened it. She had a collage of all that happened during our date together. The iceskating, the sunset at the old parliament house, the I ♥ U bus ticket origami and ferrero roche rose she made me. Our phones.. ok.. i just melted in awe. I was really touched by the gesture. She remembered everything.
But more was to come. When i opened the box, I just fell in love with her again. She got me a topman wallet. My wallet was like really tearing apart. She’s really very thoughtful. I kinda really just sat there and blushed with love. I think i did that for like 5mins before doing anything else. ahah! After that i quickly transfered all my stuff to my NEW COOL LOOKING WALLET! OMG I LOVE IT!
This is wad the insides of the box looks like. Little shiny stars and paper strips and a paper flower. hehe.. so cute!
Oh and.. she gave me cookies! lol.. love cookies! omg! i hate raisin cookies actually but suddenly i love them now. She may not know how to cook, but my oh my can she bake! ahaha ops! nothing left! too good lah! ahhaha..
Well, i finally asked her to be mine. I was exhilarated! Overwhelmed with joy actually when she said yes. So there, on the 14th of February 2008 at KM8, Tanjong Beach, Fitri made me the happiest and most loved person ever!
ok.. i’m gonna busk in love now ♥
I love you dear.
Falling
I had the most amazing time yesterday.
Who knew just going round in circles and making conversation could be such fun!
I’m talking abt ice-skating of course!
hehe.. with that someone.
I got my first Ferrero Rocher rose yesterday!
aha! aww..
and a bus ticket origami thingy that says I ♥ U!
Ahaha.. and i’m using that to cover my face on my student pass in my wallet!
She’s soo sweet!
I just had a blast yesterday.
Looking at UFOs and such! ahaha!
A person riding a pig!
LOL!
Truly entertaining!
OH! OH! I learnt German yesterday! ahha! so fun!
Ich HeiBe Farhan
Which means I am Farhan!
So much happened. I just kept gazing at her.
Oh and i just got off a bad relationship with this girl so yeah.
I was at father’s house for cny.
I met this girl,
She gave me her number.
She got attached to me for 10mins.
Then her mom didn’t approve.
Neither did her grandma.
So we broke up.
Hehe!
Got this picture off Azmi’s and Joyce’s blog!
My 10min relationship with the girl!
ahah.. i didn’t even catch her name.
